"Hi Sir Tony,
"I had several dream episodes just this night. Here is the one that I remember vividly.
"Me and my GF were waiting for a jeepney in Zapote (Las Pinas, under the coastal fly over) going to Imus Cavite. When we got to ride the jeep we were on a fly over and suddenly her friend I. was also in the jeepney. They started chatting, and then suddenly I. (giggling while asking for it) was holding my forearm and was asking if I have saved a yoga video in my samsung galaxy s7. I scanned and suddenly my gf dabbed the screen a little bit, and I said I did not save it here. She was now upset, thinking that I intentionally did not save our photo (a photo which was shot during her nephew' and niece's birthday celebration in greenhills last 2011). It was notable that I. was looking for a certain video and my gf was looking for a photo. She was upset and said that send mo sakin yung picture ah. May copy ka niyan. And then she suddenly mocked my scanned studio picture saying "ang panget oh". I was angry. We were now in an L300 van, and suddenly I saw the hard copies of tha said solo studio pic (the pic was dark and shady but it was me wearing a somehow chekered red and black polo, the face is barely seen), and also studio photo of my little brother (illegitimate but lives with me and my mother along with my other little sister, also illegitimate from my father). I took the photo from the ground of the L300 van and tore it of in little pieces, shouting "leche, leche, leche" and then throwing it to the ground. Irene looked surprised and worried. I shouted again, "ginaganyan mo ako sa harap pa ng ibang tao". We were now out of the car and seemed walking while she was following me, I was saying wag mo ako hawakan. She was still following me, and I was pointing at her, wag mo ako hawakan. She answered, dinuduro duro mo na ako ngayon ha. And then I was sitting. She was appeasing me and I seemed to have cooled off already from the anger. And then I woke.
"Sir, this was just one episode, probably a few hours after I woke.
Hope this will already suffice Sir.
"Thank you very much,
"M.N."
My reply:
Hello M.N.!
Here is my interpretation:
You are a very idealistic man who wishes that the world were ideal. You are most probably secretly religious and respect moral codes--perhaps as reaction-formation to your present situation.
Your dream indicates to me that you are in love with (or attracted to) more than one woman, but that you are unable to consciously accept this reality. You fear that giving in to this double attraction would only repeat mistakes committed by your family members in the past. You probably swore to yourself when you were young that you would never fall into the traps your father did.
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